Life

It has been over a week and a half now, and I still find days when I just want to lie on the floor and cry. Things have definately changed around here, like the kids are not allowed out front- or maybe outside at all- to play pretty much at all on my watch, and even just the thought of driving anywhere makes me cringe. The kids talk about it all very matter of fact now, as if Scamper is easily replaced by just any other dog, while I am still laying on the floor at times crying. It isn't just Scamper though. It is an accumulation of the last few years and all the hits we as a family have taken. From Savannah's diagnoses, to parent's passing, we have been hit over and over again, and the stress of the last couple of years are starting to show. I am left wondering too, if this is the end or if there is more to come.